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[aid] => mick
[title] => Starting over
[time] => 2005-02-26 14:02:00
[hometext] => I wrote this poem to myself on all the drama in my life. Drama is what drags everybody down and I wish it would just stop but the world would stop spinning if It did.
[bodytext] => I'm starting my life all over again because this time I'm in to big of a pin. Because of all this drama I feel as if I've been living in a world of nothing but sin. I've not been able to be myself because of all this bad stuff that has happenened. My heart broke and its a slow process to mend. I've lost a lot of people some I needed some I didn't need. I was just a follower now I need to learn to be in the lead. I lost everything I was begining to be because of bad judgement. Its to bad it took me this long to realize I shouldn't of went. Because its to late to turn back time and redo whats already done. My life is no longer fun. Everyday I drag myself out in a world where I feel lost and a afraid. But I have to be able to live because I need to get paid. So, I choose to walk out into that nasty world with my head held high. I'm sick of staying up late in the night just to cry. I'll move on but I'll never forget the loss of my soul that night. But I'm gonna keep pushing through it all then maybe one day things will start to look bright. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 51 [informant] => sissy19 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Event )
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