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[aid] => mick
[title] => I know it's a cover.
[time] => 2005-03-08 20:35:27
[hometext] => Just wrote it. Enjoy..?
[bodytext] => Every moment without you, I don't know how I survive. I live like everything's okay, but inside.. I'm not alive. I can never forget, 3 weeks ago.. was the last time we spoke.. and everyone knows I'm a fake. I covered the tears, lies, and pain. I tried to forget and ignore this, but I'm just not okay. I need someone to run to, somewhere to hide. I need a new life and another disguise. This isn't cutting it, I'm weak and hurting myself. I don't know anything other than pain, and being left alone doesn't help. I need a cover. I want to erase each scar on my wrist, everytime I told myself, it wasn't worth it to exist. I know being without you.. isn't the end. I'll be able to find another, and start over again. I'm in the life that I've been dealt, nothing I can do. I can take each hit, fall to the ground and get back up like a fool. I'll make it through this life without making it hell. I don't need excuses for the way I treated myself. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 25 [informant] => silentpwn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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