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[sid] => 87841
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Sew My Heart to Forget the Past
[time] => 2005-03-18 00:23:37
[hometext] => Thinking about the past and wishing...............
[bodytext] => I close my eyes shut, but I can still hear my heart beat, I try to forget the past, but it comes to my thinking, My weakness is that I care and listen too much, I still try to forget, but my heart opens how I feel, I sew my heart to forget, but the past still shows up, My beef and my wound reminds me that the past is real, How could I have easily been fooled by the sweet words? I battle through my own thoughts, wanting to beat the past, I channel through all the pain, but it won’t be easy to fix, Empathy is my nature, so I agreed to offer my heart, I opened my heart, letting myself drown on the faces around, Damn me, how could I not have seen it coming? How could I have been so stupid, so stupid to think? I am making myself insane, wishing to forget the past, I tear my heart open; I sew myself to forget the past, I can’t help fix the past, but I can work not to repeat it again, At least I can say I learned my lesson, yes I can, Tonight I will sew my heart, to heal the wounds and move on, [comments] => 3 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 21 [informant] => ruthie1983 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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