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[sid] => 88662
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Assignment 3 'Heaven's weeping'
[time] => 2005-03-25 01:28:22
[hometext] => ~If this will heal me, my perspective on how God sees my eating disorder. I commend you master of intellect, you consider me small and weak. i merely consider myself. borderline one great psycho therapist, this is for you and your delusions~
[bodytext] => You've hung my picture the image of the extent the limitless love you endure to own me to buy me from my hurt your cost is an emblem hanging in every cathedral holy and grave kneeling before you before the choice to hurt and always choosing if heaven weeps it never ceases in my name i'm kneeling to the porcelain unforgiving kneeling to the fork and spoon the empty plate serving the empty stomach and what awaits each day when i awake is the pain that denies you my aching body the mortal offering i'm not worthy and i know it yet you mourn the loss of my decisions not wavering as me between fragile and broken i can't determine who's hanging on the cross and who's weeping at its foot am i the revival desperation or the pleading begger you always come down from the picture the tiny crucifix in the cathedral you always come down get off that cross to cradle me between fragile and broken you always comfort the ache with weeping eyes and heavy touch always peice the detruction back together complete my cross and offer to carry again i deny, kneeling forever between repentance and rebellion kneeling forever between fragile and broken between choices and choosing i'm losing if heaven weeps it never ceases in my name [comments] => 2 [counter] => 228 [topic] => 55 [informant] => weepingprophet [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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