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[sid] => 90855
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => facing life alone. . .
[time] => 2005-04-13 17:07:48
[hometext] => im not perfect i pretend iam but behind the mask im not flawless,i have emotions like everyone else. . .please comment
[bodytext] => walking down the street the sun avoids my gaze the sky isnt bright blue its dark and black lightning strikes my path the thunder blocks my breathing even though its day the night is following me always the creatures of hell watch in wonder the ravens swarming the dark skies like vulters behind everything is evil im facing this life alone the rose looks so beautiful but like me its lieing,hiding behind those petals its thorns pump poison and with each prick it seeps deeper into your blood my mask half on my eyes see the world for what it is cruel and individual everything alone my heart is black,it feels so heavy the hole of self pity is vanished i dont hate the world anymore i despise it everything i do doesnt work i give up do you hear me? i give up,my hope and heart are gone iam nothing a nobody im not worthy of being a person i dont know what iam ive tried being good ive tried being bad ive tasted harmony ive tasted pain either one does not work i dont know what life wants from me all i know is im destined to be alone facing this life alone no hug can relieve me from sorrow no kiss can take the pain im by myself forever alone as i close my eyes i await death at least i wont be alone maybe finally,for once,i will be happy ive dreamt about a smile not off me from him it was so peaceful but as reality hit me depression did also maybe one day i will wake up or go asleep forever and this will end i live alone to face death alone to i rather never face another day alive than live forever alone without a heart to embrace joy angelic words fill my head and iam at peace as i dream of eternal happiness my eyes freeze and my tear warm my heart shakes and i dream forever on...alone [comments] => 1 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Hannah_Heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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