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[sid] => 92069
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Black Rose
[time] => 2005-04-23 23:55:58
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[bodytext] => With this black rose my heart is changing Nothing is what I thought it was. My love is changing, my life is changing, If I don't hurt you, I hurt another. I love you both, but I still love another. Is this love or something more? I always want to be with you, But this lore won't work. I don't wish to hurt anone, But in the end I am the one who cries, You both will go about your life, When I am left here to die. Die here is what I sall do. I do not want to hurt you, Rather hurt myself. My love for you was always true, Until I met another, not much like you. I feel I can not talk about what really hurts inside. The other is willing to listen, and you are not. I can not find a way not to hurt anyone, so I have made my decision, I must die I can not live with both of you And I can not live without. So my conclusion still rest at Tomorrow I take my life. Though you both will be sad for a while, You must see why I did this. I did this for my love to you both And thus to be nothing more At least I won't hurt anymore. Yet I can not help but think there has to be a better way. I thought this over and over, and ten times more, I think of both of you and your lore to me. I wish I can have both, But I can't even have thee. With this last note to yo uboth I say fare well. Never to be with you. I can not help but think we might have made it, Yet my feelings always fade it. I know this is all my fault and I am the one to blame. But by the time you have this not and you want to put me to shame, I will be asleep, never to wake again. I bid thee fare well and a good life. Please, just don't forget our love, And how we helped each other out. To both of you remmeber I still love you. Yet I can not have both so now I am left without. Fare thee well my good friends, and even my foes, I am left to die, without any woes. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Lenore_Poe15 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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