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[sid] => 93540
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Settling the scores
[time] => 2005-05-06 22:47:41
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[bodytext] => I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, OF THE PAIN I FEEL INSIDE IT FEELS LIKE MY SOUL HAS TURNED COLD, AND SUDDENLY DIED YOU'VE NEVER EVEN ONCE, TRIED TO HEAR ME OUT TALKING LIKE YOU KNOW THE REAL ME, AND EVERYTHING IM ABOUT YOU DEFFINATELY NEED TO REALIZE, THE HURT YOURE PUTTING ON ME CAUSE EVERYTIME I TRY, I JUST GET THROWN BACK ON MY KNEES YOU CANT KEEP ME FROM THE PEOPLE, WHO SHOW THEY ACTUALLY CARE FOR IF YOU DO THE ONLY EMOTION THAT WILL CONSUME ME IS DISPAIR AN EXCUSE IS WHAT I NEVER MAKE, WHEN YOU ALWAYS THINK I DO ALL I SAY IS WHAT I FEEL, AND EVERY WORD THAT IS TRUE YOU CANT TELL ME WHO I AM, OR WHO I SHOULD TRY TO BE I AM AN INDEPENDENT PERSON MAKING MISTAKES, GRANTED EVEN TO ME IF I FALL I WILL GET UP, JUST LEARNING FROM WHAT I HAVE DONE ITS A RUITINE I WILL FOLLOW FOR YEARS, COMPARED TO EVERYONE YOU CANT WANT ME TO BE PERFECT, AND ACHIEVE EVERY COMMON GOAL IT WILL JUST BURRY ME IN PRESSURE, AND A DARK UNDIGGABLE HOLE SO LET ME BE ME WHILE NOT ACCUSING AND SCREAMING AND MAYBE YOU WILL SEE I CAN GO DAYS WITHOUT LYING AND DECIEVING BUT IF I ENCOUNTER ONE MORE HIT, FROM YOUR ANGERED HAND I WILL NEVER LET YOU BACK TO TALK TO ME, SO YOU COULD UNDERSTAND IF ONE MORE THREAT COMES FROM YOU, ABOUT ME NOT BEING A CERTAIN WAY JUST HIT ME AGAIN(!), I DARE YOU, CAUSE YOU WILL LOOSE YOUR DAUGHTER THAT DAY! YOU WONT KEEP ME FROM ME, A PERSON I NEED TO UNDERSTAND I WILL NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN, FOR RUINING A GREAT LIFE THAT COULD HAVE BEEN YOU CANT MAKE ME SOMETHING IM NOT, AS I STRIVE FOR WHAT I WANT CAUSE THINGS ARE GETTING HARDER FOR ME, MY SMARTS YOU SHOULD NO LONGER FLAUNT ILL TELL YOU THIS ONE LAST TIME, THIS IS MY LIFE AND NOT YOURS AND IN THE END WE WILL SEE, WHO REALLY SETTLED THE SCORES [comments] => 1 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 55 [informant] => DrowningInKarma [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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