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[aid] => mick
[title] => Endless questions
[time] => 2005-05-08 22:38:33
[hometext] => just thinking i guess...i think too much
[bodytext] => Will I ever live a day Without wishing for death? Will I ever start to thrive on life? Savouring every last breath? Is there truly something better? Any future imminent for me? They say good things will happen But I find it very hard to see Will I ever feel secure? Shall I ever find happiness? Will I ever live a day Without feeling this sadness? Will I find inner peace? Will my life soon hold purpose? Will I ever no longer want to die? Can this life get any worse? Will I finally find true love? Will my heart ever mend and fly? Will I ever be truly loved for me And on my behalf is willing to die? Will I give up the painful fight? Should I get out the noose and rope? Will this despair maybe vanish? Shall I soon see all hope? Will something come along? Will a miracle grace my path? Will there come a time when instead Of crying inside I laugh? [comments] => 3 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 61 [informant] => pUnKa_RaCh [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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