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[title] => Insanity
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[bodytext] => I lay strewn across my bed as I make a wish that you appear beside me. Nothing appears but the bloodstain that grows everyday. Thoughts about you drive me so insane, that I want to break down a wall that doesn’t break, or open a door that doesn’t open. And thus, in my insanity, pictures of you appear before me, like ripping my insides out and stabbing me to death. ‘There is nothing here for me’ as I say while walking past you in the hallway, I would hide my arms in my sleeves or behind my back, to hide the scars that I represent. And yet, you still don’t notice me, see me, just look at me like I am a glass wall that people never stop to admire. Once, may I say, upon a field I stood and held tightly to the knife that had pierced my wrist. I fell back from the pain I felt. ‘Pain is weakness leaving the body’ I comforted myself, but I felt your arms embrace me and catch my fall, my eyes blurred but I still saw you. It was too late, and my breathing got steady as I closed my eyes, darkness engulfing my body, and the insanity slowly disappeared. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Agaryulnaer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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