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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Hate Me
[time] => 2005-06-07 12:50:52
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[bodytext] => I thought you were different, You made me trust you deeply, I cared very much for you, I thought I learned my lesson last time, I swear this time I didn’t expect it, It was a shock to me, I saw the signs but ignored it, I knew for sure you wouldn’t leave, Why though? Why does it happen to me? I trusted you deeply, I let out my heart for you, But in the end, I am crushed, crying like a baby, I had enough time to stop this, Damn me, I hate myself for this, Look at me now, I hate me, I thought this would be different, But it’s just like the others, My feelings are destroyed again, I can’t think straight, Why did I let myself down? I am so alone now suffering, I hate me for this. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 6 [informant] => ruthie1983 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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