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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Truth about me
[time] => 2005-06-16 12:34:27
[hometext] => intimacy has corrupted me
[bodytext] => My hands searched his body unknowingly I did everything he told me to Everything. I lost so much and when they aren't listening, I cry. I give in now. Give in to lust, to greed. My own immortality makes me bleed. I used to be so innocent like a child. What happened? He led me down a path of abuse which ended with drugs, rape, alcohol and loss Loss of my own virgin virtue. I still am a seed, though One that burns as it refuses to grow I cannot grow, Cannot leave my own prison of addictions. Here I lie and drink him away. I drink them all away She closes her eyes and reaches for a tourniquet, The needle only an inch away but she stops. I run my hands over his body and this time I know. Know that I can stop. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 206 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Inevitable [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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