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[sid] => 98887
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => a joke of love
[time] => 2005-06-21 20:39:18
[hometext] => i dedicate this proudly to my boyfriend. i want to show him i much i care now.
[bodytext] => like sipping wine across the table from one another in hoping to catch one anothers eye surprising, but scandalous i think and i hoping you can read my mind so i want have to lie i loved you once and i loved you again, but this time i believed i loved with a life of pretend i honestly think and now know that i never loved you i never wanted no part of you you only had me by a string and now the thread has been cut and there is nothing left of this of what we had here that you can do my mind is now feeling a breath of fresh air i lived by your rules i was physically, emotionally, and mentally abused i realize i have to become a fighter now and let you go i'm stronger and yes wiser and i ready with my boxing gloves to take one blow i struggled with this pain for so long in my heart you didn't give a damn about me, but as usual you watch without any help me shatter apart it takes a real man to care for someone and love strongly and hold a real womans hand i need someone who loves me for me and my feelings and space i need , he quites understand powerful i must say and it took me longer than a day i no longer have to push and shove i through with your games , lies and your little joke of love [comments] => 2 [counter] => 214 [topic] => 55 [informant] => seci [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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