Array ( [sid] => 114148 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => sorry imnot perfect [time] => 2006-02-02 14:43:24 [hometext] => i wish i could be more of what she wants [bodytext] => i sit and stair into your eyes

your crying and i dont know why

if you found out about things i lied about

then i could understand why you cry

but the thing is .. you dont

... you dont know who i am

you tell me i can go out a do something

but you dont know what i do

you cry even when im being the fake lil girl

that i always thought you wanted in your life

i dont even remember the last time i told you the truth

and even though you never find out what i really do

you still look into my eyes and and i see you crying

why why are you crying mom

im trying to be the daughter you would actually want in your life

but its not working

you still arent happy with me

why cant i just be the daughter you want

im living a lie

and i thought that it would finally make you happy

but all it does is make you cry and make me feel more guilty

and the only thing i can think about to make me feel better about being myself

is something that you dont even know about

theres this guy .. he makes me smile at my low points mom

he is perfect

but you wouldnt know that

because i cant tell you about him

or you would leave me out in the cold

i want to tell you about my life .. but i cant

because you even cry when im trying to be the fake perfect daughter i thought you wanted

so im sry mom im sry i make you cry

but no one is perfect

and i try to be

so im sry that your not happy with me

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sorry imnot perfect
Date: Thursday, 2nd February 2006 @ 02:43:24 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: hopefades
i sit and stair into your eyes

your crying and i dont know why

if you found out about things i lied about

then i could understand why you cry

but the thing is .. you dont

... you dont know who i am

you tell me i can go out a do something

but you dont know what i do

you cry even when im being the fake lil girl

that i always thought you wanted in your life

i dont even remember the last time i told you the truth

and even though you never find out what i really do

you still look into my eyes and and i see you crying

why why are you crying mom

im trying to be the daughter you would actually want in your life

but its not working

you still arent happy with me

why cant i just be the daughter you want

im living a lie

and i thought that it would finally make you happy

but all it does is make you cry and make me feel more guilty

and the only thing i can think about to make me feel better about being myself

is something that you dont even know about

theres this guy .. he makes me smile at my low points mom

he is perfect

but you wouldnt know that

because i cant tell you about him

or you would leave me out in the cold

i want to tell you about my life .. but i cant

because you even cry when im trying to be the fake perfect daughter i thought you wanted

so im sry mom im sry i make you cry

but no one is perfect

and i try to be

so im sry that your not happy with me



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