Your Poetry Dot Com - Unforgiven

look out the window,
see the bridge
want to fall
face is bleeding, battered,
like a broken doll
cant stand you
and the things you do to me
why do I deserve this
cant you leave me be
dont want you to touch me anymore
no more brusies, no more lies
no more anything to hide
no more abuse
no more nothing,
no more use
you dont care that I want to die
cutting my wrists
silently bleeding, into my last cry
taking my last breath,
as you pull me into my secret hell
I die inside
you are the hell to society
and the hell that lives in me
your overpowering body hovering over mine
I can still feel your breath down my neck and the knife in my back,
and you, holding me down like a tack
I can still see the grin you gave
as you got off me witout care
and the pain I cannot bare
your hellish face still haunts my very core
thoughts of you, am I a whore?
thoughts of me, it is all my fault
with you and me, the sexual asaults
what do I do,
how do I move on
I am so scared
so much to come
I just dont have the will anymore,
no will to fight
no self-esteem, no light
I hate myself so much
that I just cannot heal
I hate myself so much
that I just cannot deal

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