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[sid] => 186778
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Because I loved you
[time] => 2020-01-22 05:29:04
[hometext] => Yet I still love him with all my heart
[bodytext] => I wanted a relationship so bad with you I kept putting up with the hatred, because I loved you. I put up with you putting marks and scratches on me insisting they are from others, because I loved you. I put up with being called names that I’m not ,because I loved you. I put up with giving you money for a car even though it keeps getting taken away, because I loved you. I put up with the abuse, because I loved you. I forgave you for saying lies to my son about me on multiple occasions, because I loved you. I believed you every time you apologized and said you wouldn’t do stuff again but turned right around and did it again, because I loved you. I put up with you accusing me of stealing even though I would never do that, because I loved you. I put up with being kicked out everyday my stuff being moved from room to room and not being stable, because I loved you. I put up with not being loved back because I thought I could love enough for the both of us, because I loved you. I put up with all of your hatred and lies because I loved you. I put up with knowing your past and your screwed up mind because of it just, because I loved you. I wish you could have seen all this ,but at last I see it won’t change things just, because I loved you. I wish you could see how much I put up, but at last I see It won’t change things just, because I loved you. I wish I could have been good enough for you, but at last I see it won’t change things just, because I loved you. I wish you could see the real innocent dedicated trustworthy loyal woman I am, but at last I see it won’t change things just, because I loved you. It saddens me that things are destroyed and ending over literally something that has never happened not even once, but at last I see it won’t change things just, because I loved you. I wish you could have loved me I wish this wasn’t ending, but at last I see it won’t change things just, because I loved you. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 75 [informant] => Wronglyaccused [notes] => Edited for spelling, per member`s request ~ Moderator_18 January 23, 2020 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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