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[aid] => mick
[title] => End of all Ends
[time] => 2020-03-27 03:09:55
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[bodytext] => I look over and see it locked away, and I think to myself, will today be the day? Will I find release? Will I finally rest in peace? Will I put the barrel to my brain? and do away with all the pain? I never understood suicide, but the thoughts have been rolling in like the tide. I think of the life I once had, and how my life has been getting gravely bad. All it would take is just one squeeze, then maybe I`ll be at ease. As I lay here gun in hand, I wonder will this be my last stand. A stand against my thoughts alone, Because sharing them with my other half is like picking a bone. When I reach out and try to share, I get back a tone of I don`t care. I made a promise till death do we part, And that came from the heart. But as I lay here tonight, I can`t help but wonder if I`ll loose this fight. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 48 [informant] => DarkWolf [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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