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Self-Infliction
Contributed by
BlindRomantic
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Thursday, 4th August 2005 @ 12:44:36 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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Ive just come to the realization
Ive decided that its me
You havent done anything wrong
Im just not yet ready to be free.
I hold on to that heartache
Tearing apart my mortal shell
Bringing down my inner walls
Forcing myself to live in this hell.
You arent the one hurting me
Im doing it solely to myself
Im sorry but Im a masochist
I love endangering my life and health.
I dont mind the pain
Most of the time it feels pretty good
People look at me insanely
If I wasnt me, I would.
I see myself from the inside-out
Im that outsider looking in
Seeing a heart thats been torn to shreds
I gladly partake in this morbid sin.
Tearing apart my own rotting flesh
I smile at the thought of this loving ache
I swear to you Ive chosen it myself
Just let me alone, for mine and your sake.
This nightmare has become a part of me
Overtaking my thoughts, encasing my soul
Without this blood streaming in my life
I will never again feel entirely whole.
Copyright ©
BlindRomantic
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2005-08-04 12:44:36]
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Re: Self-Infliction
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by Former_Member on
Thursday, 4th August 2005 @ 02:20:16 PM AEST
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| I really do not know what to say about this write, except that, the part where you said you were tearing apart your own rotting flesh, seemed to of made me sick lol. Well I liked the emotions you expressed in it. |
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Re: Self-Infliction
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by lil_angel on
Thursday, 4th August 2005 @ 02:24:10 PM AEST
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This is a really good write, the emotions that you express amazes me. I hope all works out.
"People look at me insanely
If I wasn’t me, I would."
I understand that part all too well. Please continue sharing your work with us!
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Re: Self-Infliction
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by Somnium on
Sunday, 2nd April 2006 @ 10:43:33 AM AEST
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Iv never self harmed, but i have friends who have, its a hard subject and i think youve dealt with it really well and made it easier for the outsiders to understand what its like and why its done. Thankyou for this poem, very well written
Ben |
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