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I'm A Disease
Contributed by
flamingblade
on
Friday, 28th October 2005 @ 06:52:22 PM in AEST
Topic:
self-harmpoetry
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Do have to stare at me
With those cold, lifeless eyes
That seem to scream at me
Suprise , suprise.
Why can't I make you happy?
Do you change your needs on purpose
When I get so close to fulfilling them?
Why am I not good enough?
Don't you see?
I'm a disease!
I must, I need to go
This is why I write this note.
I killed a spirit
So wild and free
After she tried
To humiliate me.
Now these bright blue eyes
Are dull and gray and dim
I feel like I have completed
The devil's whim.
So now I'm slicing my wrists
Cutting my throat.
If I was a princess
I'd jump into a moat.
But I'm not, so
I guess I'll have to jump
Off a building
Or a cliff.
Can't anyone see
the pain I feel ?
I wanted this to be a dream
And not be real.
I guess this is what
Losing you brings
My dear twin brother
You are with our father and mother.
Please, God, don't blame me
I didn't mean to be bad
I'm just sad
I'm a disease.
I'm a disease without a cure.
Watchout,
You don't want to catch me.
I'm like lonliness.
I'm like depression.
I'm like death, darkness,and doom.
I'm a stupid teen statistic.
I killed myself
So long ago
I'm telling you
Only to get rid of the pain.
It pounded on me
Hard and fast
I had to make it go away
Or I wouldn't have last.
Can you blame me really?
For being sick of my life?
It was really messed ujp.
And so was I.
I'm like suicide.
I'm like drugs.
I'm an addiction
You can't seem to get rid of.
So now I'm desperate
To stop you from this fate.
Don't kill yourself, it's bad.
I found out too late.
But I also want to
Encourage you to stop the pain.
When it pounds on you like rain
Just pray to God.
Please help me
Please save me
Don't let me be.
I can't help who I am.
I have to be me.
Copyright ©
flamingblade
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2005-10-28 18:52:22]
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Re: I'm A Disease
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by crazy on
Friday, 28th October 2005 @ 08:43:05 PM AEST
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killer poem i like the meaning of it
so many different ways to say how bad life sucks is ao kool
this is how i felt to day after what happened to me
good freaken job dude or dudet |
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Re: I'm A Disease
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by xXxmegsxXx on
Monday, 31st October 2005 @ 12:15:41 PM AEST
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| i loved it, so powerful and filled with such emotion. well done |
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Re: I'm A Disease
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by humboldtsweetie33 on
Friday, 4th November 2005 @ 06:33:21 PM AEST
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| really love the first few lines they are such powerful images great write |
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