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Dark Matter
Contributed by
ChibiMiroku
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Sunday, 30th October 2005 @ 10:00:38 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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I know I shouldnt have it,
I know it shouldnt be here,
But all it takes is one more hit;
And Ill give in to the fear.
Im scared of the things I cant control;
Expectations and aspirations;
And all the things I just cant hold;
Exasperation and frustration;
All these things mixed with me in my mold.
Fear of myself,
Fear of others,
Fear that cant be put on a shelf,
Fear that quickly smothers.
I fear my own feelings,
These seemingly realistic seeings;
That open a window to my soul,
Which I fear may be a giant hole.
I fear that Im worse
Than what others think of me;
That my thoughts are merely verse;
Words and notes, but no harmony.
I fear that others probe my thoughts,
Can see through my mask; my shield; my wall;
That instead of following a million knots,
They fly through my defenses and see it all.
I fear Im disliked,
Distrusted, despised;
I fear Im an outcast
In everyones eyes.
I hate my stupidity,
I hate my apathy,
I fear that all my ingenuity
Will turn out to be serendipity.
I just hope my empathy
Doesnt become a need for sympathy.
I think that Im scared of everybody;
Everybody, including me.
Copyright ©
ChibiMiroku
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2005-10-30 22:00:38]
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Re: Dark Matter
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by xXxmegsxXx on
Monday, 31st October 2005 @ 08:48:54 AM AEST
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| a great poem, filled with such emotion. a brilliant write, well done |
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