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A Long Time
Contributed by
EsotericWsdm4
on
Friday, 11th November 2005 @ 11:58:36 PM in AEST
Topic:
toughstuff
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Its been over two months since I have written A large portion of that time we werent even speaking
He still claims it was not because he was angry But I dont think I would have taken the email I sent him so lightly Then again I am more sensitive and emotional than most
All the warning signs are there He didnt become confused about me until there was a possibility of another man This shows issues of control Or, I dont want you, but I dont want anyone else to have you either
He flat out says he is a disservice to me This shows a sign of a conscience Considering he knows that I have feelings and that he doesnt
Whatever excuse it is The result remains the same In his eyes: I dont love you But its OK to mess around
My question: Why? His response: Well, because youre there I am easy access
Just because I choose to live in the emotional world Does not mean that I am not logical This is my choice and therefore my fault I have been careless with my heart
I am a brilliant girl And the empress of excuses Yet, I know what I have to do Now it is just a matter of following through
Oh Lord Give me strength To love myself To quit making excuses To say no And do what is right for me
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EsotericWsdm4
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