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It's Me Or Death
Contributed by
ZforZachariah
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Monday, 14th November 2005 @ 03:21:56 PM in AEST
Topic:
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11-14-2005
-how many times have you been in this situation?
countless
-how many times have you got out?
none
-how many times have you honestly tried?
none
-does this makes you want to kill yourself?
yes
-are you in this situation again?
yes
-are you hopeless and depressed?
very much so
-do you think you will honestly try to breakout this time?
i'm not sure, probably not
-does this make you want to kill yourself?
yes
-are you suffering right now?
yes
-do you like it?
i don't think so
-then why don't you try to improve your situation, and stand up for yourself?
i don't know, i always wanted to, but i just feel very depressed and lethargic all the time
-does this make you want to kill yourself?
yes
-so why haven't you ended your life?
i guess i still got a little hope left, and its just too hard to do
-what's that little hope inside you?
the hope that one day i will breakout, and that i will do what i always wanted to do
-break out of what? what do you want to do?
break out of this mental prison that i have locked myself into, i just can't remember where i hid the key, but i will find it, i know i will. what i want to do is to find true love and happiness.
-stop lying to yourself, you know i control you and everyone else's destiny right?
i don't know that, but if you do, can you tell me what my destiny will be?
-sure, your life will be filled with tragedy, you will never be able to get what you want, you will never find true love or happiness
be that as it may, i want to ask you a question.
-go on
if it is my destiny, then how is it possible under any circumstances, for anyone but me to control it?
-because i am god
what if i prove you wrong?
-then i will be destroyed forever, but that is impossible because i already know the future
wait
-yes?
how could you be god, if i am talking to myself right now?
-how can you be sure that you are really talking to yourself and not to me?
because i am typing this right now
-yes, but i am formless, colorless, odorless, i can be communicating with your mind right now, and you wouldn't be able to tell the difference
so am i god or me?
-i don't know, you said you are the one that's in charge of your destiny right?
yea, but you are this little voice inside of me that's telling me that you are god, but you have no way of proving that. prove it, prove it that you are god right now, or nothing that you say even matters.
-i just did
how?
-i just made you write all that you wrote
no, i did, i made myself write all that i wrote, i did.
-then who are you talking to?
im guessing im talking to myself, right?
-why are you asking a question to me if you think i am you?
what?
-you said you wrote all this, then who have you been talking to?
well, i guess i've been talking to myself
-yea, but can you be absolutely 100% sure that you are just talking to yourself
probably not
-there you go, i have just proven myself to you
ok lets cut the bull, i don't care who the hell you are, just tell me how i can be really really happy forever and ever
-well, first you have to recognize that if you believe in me, then you will be invincible
really, how do i believe in you? i really want to be invincible
-stop typing right now and go kill yourself
oh my god, you are crazy, who are you? what do you want?
-i want you to stop typing right now, and kill yourself
no, i will not kill myself, because i am me, not you.
-that is the only way, really, that is the only way
no i won't, i don't believe you, can you please get out of my head?
11-17-2005
my god has killed myself, it is very sad, but at the same time, i feel invincible.
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Re: It's Me Or Death
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by Sinfullilmissmuppet on
Monday, 14th November 2005 @ 05:23:49 PM AEST
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hey,
thats was really good
Ok i have to admit the question set out kinda bugged me but thats jus coz my poetry is different so thats nothing against you.
I really liked the pints you raised
My curiousity about the future is all thats keeping me alive so what you said about hope made alot of sense
good job
till next time
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