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(((stare halfheartedly)))
Contributed by
SensitiveSoAbused
on
Saturday, 21st January 2006 @ 06:21:09 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Im scared.
My tongue slides restlessly over my teeth
A skier over snowdrifts, a truck crushing cars.
Second one like my fingertips are sensitive to this touch of unassumed hardness.
Unaware with flickering eyes and I dont care but do I?
Pained panicking an avoidation of death. An inviting crazed animals within the mind
to rape me like im certain I would you.
Moving quickly so I cannot see
what I type and quick-fingered perseus
to solve nothing but a gush of blood
I stare halfheartedly.
I dont seem to care, or
Ive resigned to my shortcomings.
Leave to save yourself
the agitation of putting up with me.
Stay, but realize
I will see you as only I want.
In everything contary,
a flashing blue-red panic will separate
you from me in my own mind and I know you hate me.
I know you want to give it all up,
no matter whether you do or not
in reality.
Ive come to realize reality doesnt matter
to my state of being,
and I may as well stop speaking
now.
[2005-01-20 00:11:21]
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2006-01-21 18:21:09]
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Re: (((stare halfheartedly)))
(User Rating: 1 )
by EmSal on
Thursday, 2nd February 2006 @ 06:17:59 AM AEST
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| Interesting write, weird and scary in a way... |
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