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My One and Only
Contributed by
DaintyRose
on
Sunday, 5th March 2006 @ 02:01:43 AM in AEST
Topic:
StoryPoetry
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He lays beside me at night wraps his arms tightly around, the way he kisses my skin is the most enchanting silent sound.
Then he begins to whisper all those super sweet nothings, making my continuiously realize all of my wonderful blessings.
A whole new life i've been given to endure more happiness and a chance than i knew, an opportunity, so enticing, like never before so i'll take time to be thankful and think it through.
I always thought i was happy and in love when the real me was hidden deep below, but now i can open up, be me and have the time to take is slow.
Relationships i've been in and so easily given my love away, when i always should have saved it for this man's love, whose here to stay.
In the past i see i chnged myself to please and be welcomed in closer, now i know what i can offer, for who i am so no longer will i fake, nor will i settle for a poser.
I've put up with more than my share Which has only prolonged my life even longer but now im going to enjoy the man's love because together we make each other stronger.
There's alot in my past which has challenged my faith from false hope, abuse, to pure delusion, but now i'm in control to the directioiin of my life i can talk freely about it, without feelings of illusion.
things i carelessly changed of myself, to satisfy his easy life with no aparent reason i went along with it, so now with no intentions to compare old, with beautiful new I just want you to visualize, how perfect in my life you fit.
If my shoes don't match my belt, or my shirt shows a little skin, nobody's gonna jump down my throat, or knock me one in the chin.
If i slip and speak when he is, or say "hi" to another guy If i forget that we made plans, he's not gonna tell me to fly.
If my tone seems a little edgy, or im not feeling up to par, He'll still be okay, understanding "cause he knows it'd be an un-needed spar.
If i walk to slow or eat too fast, he wont make me feel out of place, If i say something supid, or backwards, he shows nothing but a smile on his face.
If i don't want to cook dinner and put laundry off for a day, he'd take me to eat at a restaurant, then find something later to play.
If i run around un my panties, he makes me feel pretty like a model, if i wanna have fun and drink he'd provide me with the bottle.
If he knows im thinkin' hard, he gives me space to do so, and when he see's tears fallin' down, that when he embraces and doesn't let go.
When i think all i need is a hug, he burries me with extra kisses, when he says he's feeling kinda lonely, he tells me im all he misses.
When im on the phone in another room he never accuses me of cheating, and even if that was suspected, he'd never throw it down with a beating.
When im not on time or early he never makes me feel bad, instead he teels me im worth it and if i wouldn't have come, he'd be nothin' more than sad.
Now i can choose my own clothes to wear, without feeling grunge, and dirty instead he loves it when i throw on something a little dirty.
I can take time to see my mom when i want even talk to him about my family, without being ignored or digruntled he looks interested, giving input positively.
I no longer wake at the crack of dawn to serve breakfast on a shiny platter, im no longer tied to all the cleaning 'cause my man enjoy's our time of chatter.
I not forced to give massages when im really the one who may need it, I no longer stand behind to watch he offers me beside him to relax and sit.
Not being charged around like a horse instead asked nicely with a please, if i ever felt like saying no he'd never say words to make my heart fall to my knees.
When he wakes up late and im working he makes the bed perfect on his own, making sure i can home comfy especially on nights when im sleepin' all alone.
When our lives get jumbled and busy and more space is thought what's needed, you see all frustration and anger and make sure we take time to be seated.
You talk me through your thoughts and give me a chance to unload, eventually we meet at level ground and are back rollin' on the right road.
If you ever feel i could be more for you please open to me as a close friend, ill always do the same for you so we never see a crazy abrupt end.
This has always been something my confidence had since day one, I know we have something deep and truly special which could be a lifetime of fun.
Remember to hang on tight with a grip some say im a crazy girl, since i know has spicy you tend to become our slasa livin' lives will never down swirl.
I've been warned and im ready to take on what lies ahead, your family, and mine, imagine before they were so widespread.
Hopefully they connect well and see how good we are for each other, and have trust and faith in our decisions and help us along our journey together.
Copyright ©
DaintyRose
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2006-03-05 02:01:43] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: My One and Only
(User Rating: 1 ) by timsangl on
Sunday, 5th March 2006 @ 03:01:59 AM AEST (User
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This poem chronicles in detail the life of the writer. it expresses pain and all the attending emotions suffered in an abusive relationship. iIt also expresses joy because she found love -real and true something we all hope to find.
This poem is written in a story telling form. Keep writing poet and fine-tune your skills.
Best Wishes,
Bernie
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