|
 Menu
|
|
|
|
|
Social
|
|
|
|
|
This Is To My Father
Contributed by
Solo
on
Wednesday, 19th April 2006 @ 03:13:23 PM in AEST
Topic:
oops
|
This Is To My Father
I cant remember the last time I seen
His face
His name is the name my mother will never
Speak again
I cant remember the last time he said I love you
I was young with a heart full of pain
The pain I never spoke of
The pain my mother never knew I had
The pieces of my heart that has been broken
The pieces that can no longer be put back together
All I can remember is the yelling & name-calling
Then it stop & he was gone
Out of my life, out of our lives
Then years later, he is here & with open arms
The heart is hole, but the tears still flow
The yelling & name-calling start all over again
I hell open its doors once again
Hes gone once more, out of my life
Once more he breaks my heart in two
My heart is broken now & forever
He gone, died with no words
Not a single good-bye or I love you
Now I know it ok to cry
To stop running from all my pain
To keep it lock up inside
But now I say these words to him
Even though its in a dream
I say, I love you daddy
I will always miss you
You ***** up my life, time after time
But yet I still love you
Cause I know you love me
Even though you left us
You left me
I still love
Most of all I thank you
Causes I still have all of the good memories
And for all of the pain I held inside
I can write it all down now
Thank you daddy for being my joy, my pain, and
My inspiration to write
To be a poet
The poet I am today
So, I love you, I hate you, & most of all
I Thank You
Truly now & forever
Daddys Little Girl
Solo
Copyright ©
Solo
... [
2006-04-19 15:13:23]
(Date/Time posted on
site)
Advertisments:
|
|
|
|
|
|
Sorry, comments are no longer allowed for anonymous, please register for a free membership to access this feature and more
|
|
All comments are owned by the poster. Your Poetry
Dot Com is not responsible for the content of any
comment.
That said, if you find an offensive comment, please
contact via the FeedBack Form with details, including poem title
etc.
|
|
|
Re: This Is To My Father
(User Rating: 1 )
by onceandagain on
Wednesday, 19th April 2006 @ 04:54:48 PM AEST
(User
Info | Send
a Message)
|
| This poem is full of truth and emotion. From the heart of a little girl, lost, scared, frustrated, and wanting and needing her daddy's love. My mother and father fought also, and I loved my daddy so much. He passed when I was 10, and I thought my world would never be the same. Years later, my mind was flooded with memories, memories that I had suppressed for so long. My father had molested me. When I remembered this, I was so angry, but I still loved him. He had been gone for so many years, so I didn't have the opportunity to ask why, and maybe that's for t he best. I forgive him, and I will always love him. Makes me hold my children a little closer. |
|
|
|
· 
Poetry
Site Help
Members
Areas
Reference
Search
Top
Others
