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Define Me, Don't Know Me
Contributed by
marionette
on
Tuesday, 13th June 2006 @ 08:11:04 AM in AEST
Topic:
anguished
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Excruciating pain, longed to be numbed
I sleep so silently, Im judged to be dumb.
When my eyes open, I see reality
If they are not, I see differently.
I dont surpass intelligence, I cant be transform
I cant even care; weather, hail, or storm.
Im judged so easily, its the way I play
I cant act out what I am or what I want to say.
Preferring silence, hushed deaf tunes
Disregarding beauty of love and fortune.
A heave of sigh, I secretly create
A longing of real existence, what Idve appreciate.
I look down to day, its a dreadful sight
Just loving the tender, the blanket of night.
I cannot be change, whatever I am
I cant be seen, Id rather die and be damn.
Skin prickles, the touch of light
Still trembling with ecstasy, the beautiful night.
Close you eyes, my presence is here
Do not open them whenever Im near.
Please dont hate me for what I want
Because what or who you want me to be, I just cant.
This girl will enjoy, will breathe in the scent
Of loneliness, darkness, whatever sadness will lent.
For the joyful moment of people around
Its not what I want, I wasnt bound.
The excruciating pain, it still hasnt gone
But never will I care, unfinished or done.
Cuts, bloods, wound wills till not help
Its a bloody *****, a horrid kelp.
Would it matter that I live or die?
Would it matter I always lie?
Can never just love, to kiss the embrace of affection
Staying in the dark, living in my lone dim reflection
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marionette
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2006-06-13 08:11:04]
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Re: Define Me, Don't Know Me
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by wolf_tamer on
Tuesday, 13th June 2006 @ 02:32:41 PM AEST
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| very well writen. very sad thou. |
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Re: Define Me, Don't Know Me
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by Former_Member on
Sunday, 15th June 2008 @ 07:30:22 AM AEST
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| I can definitely relate as I am constantly judged on who I am. I wish I could just disappear so they can't hurt me... anyway, great poem! |
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