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Disappear
Contributed by
MG_Akela22090
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Monday, 26th June 2006 @ 09:11:05 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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Stay up all night, drinking this stuff that has no flavor. The color drained from the walls and my breath is so shallow. Denying thats its ending. Lying that it was ever getting better.
Everythings so different. Surrounded by what disappeared and what I cant remember. Losing the only thing I loved and keeping this pain locked away.
Close my eyes and I can still hear your screams. I can still feel my words tearing me away from reality.
Sitting here, thinking of everything I need to forget.
Thinking of everything that needs to die.
Thinking about why Im dying, while youre sleeping right here.
Denying that its going to end. Lying that its ever going to get better. Trying to wake up when my heart has stopped. I can hear your words and your fear as you hold me closethe rope somewhere else. Telling me that you love me, because if you had lost me
Everything would have died.
But I just wish I would have stayed there and left it all behind.
I dont want to say goodbye. I dont want to feel this. Why did you leavewhy? Why do you leave me here to struggle for something I dont own. Sleeping on the concrete. Feeling the cold seep in. Seeing somewhere else when I told you I saw nothing. I saw it all.
Everthing.
Everyone.
And it would have been so much better if I had stayed gone.
Kissing this picture of you, because youre just not here. I lose my sanity somewhere in that room. SomewhereI forgot why I live this life.
Its never too late to change this, but everything is a different color and I feel so lost.
Just let me slip under.
Just let me be gone.
And yet, Im not going to die. Im going to be here, still awakeand still breathing. Holding onto you as you beg me to come back. Ill stay herebecause theres just nothing left.
Ill stay here, even though Id rather disappear.
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2006-06-26 09:11:05]
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Re: Disappear
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by Vampirequeen on
Monday, 26th June 2006 @ 03:18:16 PM AEST
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dark yet deep and sad.
you set your emotion very well into writing
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