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Moments Of Suicide
Contributed by
SpreadYourWings
on
Sunday, 9th February 2003 @ 10:00:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
oops
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I'm sitting here- I'm all alone
Nobody is here with me
Only my fear and my future
What should I do? I've been here before
Mom? are you there?
Is that you? Dad? Hello?
How come no one can hear me?
Won't someone help me stand?
Where is the gun? The rope? the pills?
Which way should I go?
the pills look painless
the gun looks quick
the rope looks pleasantly sickening
I don't like myself anymore
I'm ugly, I'm weird, i'm fat,
I'm not normal, I'm too different
I know you say I'm not
But you don't matter
Its, "them," that matters
Its my friends that matter
Its my peers that matter
I try to look good all the time
Only to be slashed by, "friends."
I don't want to be here anymore
Alright? I admit it, so just leave me alone
You can't do anything about it
I feel so sad all the time
And I don't know what to do
I feel like i'm sinking deeper and deeper
Its been this way for so long
So how could you possibly help me
Help me in a positive way-
The water tastes fresh
Distasteful beads shoved down my throat
Oh no! wait! I don't want to leave
Mom! Dad! wait!
No! I can't go now
I'm scared, help, someone
God can't anybody hear me?
I don't know what to do, I'm panicing
Someone save me for a while
Relax-Rest
Lay on the couch and write your letter
You'll be alright
My body is rising
Comfort-
Get up, can't you rise again?
You always told me heaven is beautiful
You said that it'd be great
I want to live there
Sounds more calm up there
I wish I wasn't here
I'm feeling tired, sleepy
I feel so relaxed and free
Is this how I die?
I'm dieing without any pain
For a split second its been put behind me
And it feels great
A big burden has been taken off
I love this
This is how I pictured it to be
Beautiful, no tears...
I love this
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2003-02-09 22:00:00]
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Re: Moments Of Suicide
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by angel71 on
Monday, 10th February 2003 @ 04:07:31 AM AEST
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