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Release Me (from this Reality that Shouldn't Be)
Contributed by
MG_Akela22090
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Tuesday, 8th August 2006 @ 10:03:35 AM in AEST
Topic:
surreal
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My eyes fix on the corners, thinking, this isnt how it should be
I shouldnt be on the linoleum, begging for a release that will never comebegging him to see me.begging him to say something I can understand.
Sacrifice myself for the love of a thousands lives. Dying on that bathroom floor again.my body broken, bruised, and torn from the light.
Close my eyes, but I can bring something else to mind, just moaning in his arms on that bathroom floor. Music I cant understand blaring through the house, with a thousands things I want to say, but I cantI can only beg and let him in.
Ive fallen so far from what you wanted me to be. I want to say Im sorry and I wish it hadnt been this way. But I promise Ill find youIll find you if it kills me.
Staring at a yellow ceiling, wheres the blue wall? Wheres the sky? Wheres the sea? My wings are broken and Im still falling. Trying not to shake with the cigarette in my hand. Breathing in a death not far behind.
I stare into his eyes, begging for a release, begging to see something thats not where I am right now. I call to silver wolf, but he is running.and Im alonehere in this dark forest.
My sins
My blood
My darkness
Crammed on the inside, while he pours his life into me.I want release!
I want to scream! I WANT TO SCREAM!!!! I want to hear my voice in all the walls. I want to cry and moan and beg and SCREAM!!!
I want to run
I want
Release.
Trapped in this bodyno where to run. In the corner the wolf watches as I give it all away and now he owns me.
This just isnt how it should be. I promise I will find youI promiseI promise
And Im running in my mind, running from the reality.the reality that will find me again.
I call out with my mind and tell you Im alright. Just one more night
My eyes fix on something beautiful in my mind, so maybe it wont hurt so much when he walks away and maybe I wont always have to think that this isnt really how it should be.
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Re: Release Me (from this Reality that Shouldn't Be)
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by Keilantra on
Tuesday, 8th August 2006 @ 11:27:32 PM AEST
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i liked this.
i dont think the end produced the same claiityt hat the begining did, but it was still good. very emotional and well written.
lots of lines spoke to me in their metaphorical beauty.
keep it up.
xXx
~kei
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