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Someone please help me
Contributed by
snowflake
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Friday, 22nd September 2006 @ 09:58:21 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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I've had my share of tears
throughout all 15 of my teenage years
Losing a best friend i wanted to keep til the end
all the way to falling in love and Never having him in my life again
Growing up without my real father barely in my life
and thinking why and the heck does he not want me
and now thinking hes not even worth my cries
Just tell me am i not good enough...
just tell me the plain ole truth...
i mean its not as if you havent hurt me already well enough...
My heart is broken
My feeling are way past hurt
Tears are rolling down my face
and i cant even explain
why in the world i care so much
I just keep pushing all my friends away
and i dont know why
i cant even tell you whats wrong with me
not even when or how but i try..
I try to explain it the best way i know how
but i know you people just look down on me and i dont want that
i can feel bad for myself without all of your pity cries
I just need some help yep thats all i need
but i dont think you guys can help me
so i fall down on my knees
and i ask the lord to help me i know its been awhile
but please lord forgive me i know i cant use the excuse i am only a child
just please lord help me to get through all that i am dealing with
Father please i'm begging you if i dont get help only you know where i'll be
i try to hide tears because crying just isnt worth it
i never tell my fears because i dont think anyone cares i'm just a wortheless person
so i'm asking you to help me the best way you know how
please lord help me to stop pushing my friends away
because they are who i really need in my life right now
If i can just get through this
and see another day
God please tell my friends (those angels) to help me in any and every kind of way....
I just need your help
please god help me out
I know i'm just going to lose all my friends again
and before you know it
i'll be in the crazy house
so this is my cry out
to you and everyone else
someone please help me
i cant contiue to live my life like this
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2006-09-22 21:58:21]
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Re: Someone please help me
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by Skillz on
Saturday, 23rd September 2006 @ 02:50:09 AM AEST
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| Snowflake...have you a councellor at school you can talk with? Your poem is tugging on my Mom heartstrings. Also...i read a poem but StormyNites called Angels...i think you could relate to it. Huggss...im here if you ever want to talk. Huggss |
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Re: Someone please help me
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by emystar on
Saturday, 23rd September 2006 @ 03:39:07 AM AEST
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Hi,
First off it's not your fault that your dad don't come around. You said it yourself that u r just a kid. Your father being the adult should be the one with these feelings. I raised my children alone without their father. it wasn't their fault that he's an alcaholic.
I'm gonna put you on my prayer list and keep you there so please expect some good changes.
I feeel like that when u push your friends a way that you have a fear of being hurt like you father did so in order to not be hurt you push people away. I can tottally relate as I have a tndacy to do the same. Fortunatly my kids want let me isolate my self for long. You have to fight your feelings and cling to your friends. Try this, every time you like in the mirror say, "I know I'm somebody cause God don't make no junk." Keep telling your self that untill you believe it. Writ it on papaer and stick it up some where so you'll see it often. To God u r just as importent as me or any one else. God don't have a respector of person.
You've made your first step by asking God for help now expect good things to happen.
I don't know any thing about you but my heart goes out to you 'cause over the years I've had to deal with low self estem. It's not easy but you can and will get thru it.
Remember you'll stay in my thoughts-n-prayers.
luv, big huggs, prayer,
emy
Please p.m. me any time.
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