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Breaking Down
Contributed by
MG_Akela22090
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Sunday, 5th November 2006 @ 11:40:38 AM in AEST
Topic:
anguished
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When memory comes callingbreaking down my dreams into realitythe reality that I still cant stop feeling you. Still cant stop hearing youcalling youasking you to come back when its so completely over.
When nightmares come to me, burning me because Im just so alone. Cant make anyone understand what I feeltold you everything, but you just cant help me now. Miss you so much, remembering all the good days that have died away.
Trying to stop seeing your facetry to act like its all okay when it never will beso sorry it had to be this way. Cant keep acting like everything is okay.
Put the gun to my heart and pull the trigger because I already feel so dead. I know the truth will be told one day, but I cant keep pretending this is all okay.
Cant keep seeing you face.
Cant keep crying because nothing will change.
Hurts so much to hear those words. Here the words from your mouth that youve forgotten everything.
Just cant move on when it was never finishedcant keep actingacting like everything is the same.
So changed, so brokenso lost on the inside. So afraid Ill lose the memory, but it hurts so much to remember because I cant bring it back. Ill never feel it again.
Dont want to go back to before
But nothing is the same and it hurts so much to say.
Every time I see your face I want to scream because you cant hear mebecause Ive become invisible. Trying so hard to move on, but Im losing control of myself.
So here I am, at the end of what should have died long ago. Numb on my insides, next to the person who picked me up where I fell. I dont know why I want to remember.why I cant just move on. Every second seems to fall away, I feel like Im wasting my time denying everything.
Cant explain this to someone who will never understandcant hold on.stuck with my memorykilling me.
Bleeding from these cuts because it hurts so much.
Dont want to keep mourning, and seeing my death so clearly. If you had loved me, youd never had done the things you didso I guess this is the end.
Breaking down my life into one small, sharp point, and pushing it into my skin until I feel something. Cant forget, cant remember, and cant move on until this is finished, until I can accept that everything you ever said never meant a thing.
Until I can see your face and not feel anything
Until I put myself I in a grave because your memory wont leave me alone.
One step closer
Reaching out for the things I cant find anymore.
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Re: Breaking Down
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by Former_Member on
Monday, 20th November 2006 @ 06:05:14 AM AEST
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| I loved this poem. In a way i can relate! Good job. |
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Re: Breaking Down
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by evangelise on
Saturday, 20th June 2009 @ 04:13:53 AM AEST
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i found this very moving, its very touching, a way to express loss, of a loved one, when you were not ready to let go .
brilliant |
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