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I want out
Contributed by
CDG
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Wednesday, 15th November 2006 @ 05:44:58 AM in AEST
Topic:
hbadday
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Please help me cause I'm falling down
The world keeps spinning and I can't get off
I've got no one to tell
No one to help
There's no one here
The person who helps is the person who hurts
Hope is gone
Nothing's left
My quest in life is being stopped, halted, blocked
My friends have turned
I can't express
Cause I'll just make it worse
I can't go for safety cause safet's aflame
My only hope is to let go
and get off the crazy place
But I hold on and can't let go
I'm stuck here with the pain
and the false visage I put on
becomes more a part
of the me you see
And I can't get through
I'm screaming here
but no one can hear me
So I'm all alone
I'm falling down
And no one's here
I'm afraid
I've got this pain in my gut
I can't tell anyone about
My fear's enclosing
The darkness is here
I want out
But help's not coming
It's up to me
But I can't do it
I'm too weak
I've been working too hard for too long
I'm tired as hell
I want to sleep but I can't
Cause if I do
I'll sink further down
I'm not okay
But I've got to pretend
So that it doesn't close in
The darkness'll come
and block me off
Leave me even more alone than before
It's something I can't control
I can't stop
This time alone is causing pain
Bringing up dreams
Memories that I thought were gone
They're coming back
Making it worse
I want off this world
I don't want the pain, the hurt, the sting
The sorrow burns
My brain's aflame
I'm giving into hate cause it's the only thing
That'll keep me from sorrow
But even that breaks down
And I want to cry
But I can't
Cause that'll let it in
It'll take over me
And I won't have a chance
I'm burning up inside
I want to get off
Stop this crazy world
I'm getting dizzy
I'm passing out
My brain is burning
My heart is bursting
I've got to get off
If there's anyone out there please help
Cause if no one comes
There'll be nothing left
And I'll just be another victim
Of this crazy, dark, spinning world
I want off
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CDG
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2006-11-15 05:44:58]
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Re: I want out
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by books_4gal on
Wednesday, 15th November 2006 @ 10:30:56 AM AEST
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| It takes a serious kind of hell to bring out what you've expressed. I can see your point about wanting to get off this hellish merry-go-round of spinning earth. Great depth and I really felt it. |
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Re: I want out
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by hisprettygirl on
Wednesday, 27th December 2006 @ 05:22:06 PM AEST
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sad, but very good write. i know exactly how you felt when you said "i'm not okay but i've got to pretend." that's the worst. hope things have gotten better.
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