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so much pain
Contributed by
xforever_faking_a_smile3x
on
Monday, 27th November 2006 @ 06:51:22 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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how can you be so strong
act like nothing is ever wrong
oh how i wish i was like you
you always know what to do
me on the other hand, i am weak
so broken and fragile, scared to speak
i cant deal with this..i hate it
i need to get outits time to quit
quit this world, escape all this pain
what could i ever possibly gain
i cant watch my best friend dying
and the three others i love, constantly crying
why cant i take their pain away
i dont know what to do or what to say
i want to be better for all of you
but i really dont think thats something i can do
this depression is getting the best of me
a burden and a pain is all ill ever be
im at my breaking point, im falling apart
all my emotions are locked in my heart
i wont let them out anymore, its too much to bare
let it rip me apart, i dont even care
all that matters is that they are okay
its not like i impact anyones day
this is too much for me to take
i feel like my body, my mind is starting to break
its too much to deal with, im not strong enough
why does everything have to be so tough
faking this smile is so hard to do
never be able to show people the real you
not being allowed to show how you really feel
this constant feeling of hurt is so unreal
ive never felt this hurt before
and i really dont want to feel it anymore
why cant i start to feel warmth again
i feel so cold, will my heart ever be able mend
why cant i be perfect like he wants
id do anything to stop his taunts
taunting me, my body, my weight
what did i do to deserve such hate
i guess ill never really know
i am nothing; thats what the bruises show
hes right, i dont deserve to smile
im not worth anyones time or while
ill take the pills, ill cut my wrists
who really cares, i wont be missed
i need them, they dont need me
they just think they do, they will see
without be they will be free
tonight is the last you will ever see of me...
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2006-11-27 18:51:22]
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Re: so much pain
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by doughnutman73 on
Saturday, 1st August 2009 @ 07:35:53 PM AEST
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| i can feel the sadness |
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Re: so much pain
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by evangelise on
Sunday, 2nd August 2009 @ 12:52:35 PM AEST
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| i enjoyed the emotion in this poem, the emotions were very well captured, especially the feeling that of mattering to any one or been worth any thing, well done |
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