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Sixteen
Contributed by
ediii
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Saturday, 16th December 2006 @ 01:45:25 PM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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Have you ever cried so much your skin got soft and dry? Have you ever wondered how the hell you got so high? Have you ever kissed someone you wished you wouldn't have? Have you ever got so yakked you talked inside your head? Have you ever loved someone for the love of drugs? Have you ever seen a junkie puking on your rugs? Have you ever talked to people you'd never dream about? Have you ever smoked 10 bowls and watched cartoons on Sprout? Have you ever seen your best friend become a ghost? Has the ghost ever become the person you loved the most? Have you ever been to places you have never had? Have you talked to those who loved you but you denied? Have you ever disappointed those who brought you here so much, that you blame yourself for their every tear? Have you ever hated those who brought you into the game but you still jumped every single time they called your name? Have you ever loved the person who gave you that one line as much as you would love the person who had saved your life?
Have you ever hated yourself and felt like a *****, but the only thing you did about it was you got ripped little more? Have you ever hated your family for who you are cuz they are just so much better off with leaving you to die? Has it ever made you cry when you saw that people cared? And when you knew they didn't anymore it made you so scared? Have you ever wondered what is the point of being clean? You have no friends, no self and you are just being mean. Have you ever made that effort to stop smoking weed, go through the hell of being sober to realize you're a fiend? How ****** up is that to be sixteen and kill yourself inside Cuz these are drugs- they came and left and took all that was mine. Have you ever wished upon a star in a steamy night while you were lying on the sidewalk yakked out of your mind? Have you ever blown two balls in a night without a doubt and then in the morning couldn't get a single word out of your mouth? Have you ever smoked so much black you ran into a door dropped your phone, fell down and passed out of the floor? Have you ever been so close to the person who brought you in? You were good while he was there but when he left you were a fiend. Have you ever had to blow a line after a line cuz of that humming in your head you wanted to shut down? Have you ever been so close to person who held a gun to a head of your friend, but you didn't care cuz you needed coke so bad? Have you ever heard your friend, sister and mom say they hated every single bit of the person you've become? Have you ever had a friend who was nice and clean but with your care she got so bad and again became a fiend?
Have you ever felt the responsibility for what you've done- swearing, lying, crying and ******* with everyone? Have you ever looked in the eyes of a person that passed you in the hall in their eyes was just disgust and fear. Have you seen this all? Have all these questions been true to you by the time you were sixteen? If yes, watch out my friend, as you may end up like me.
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Re: Sixteen
(User Rating: 1 ) by Ruby2sdy on
Saturday, 16th December 2006 @ 02:31:45 PM AEST (User
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My cousin got hooked on drugs when she was a kid; her 2 kids have been taken away from her, but she still considers the drugs more important; thankfully, I learnt from her mistakes, and never touched the stuff, but it's a dark place you've been to, and I hope others read this, and decide to take a different path. Hope all is fine with you now, chin up, I'm sure 2007 will kick ass (or, at least, I hope so!)
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Re: Sixteen
(User Rating: 1 ) by boredoms_burden on
Saturday, 16th December 2006 @ 04:08:53 PM AEST (User
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i know exactly what you mean, but i dont really have a prolem w/ weed it was just coke and ex, but the main thing to do to get out of it is to help yourself first and realize that others arent the one with the problem but your the one with the problem trust me ive gone through that, then others can help you |
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