Hell of My Life
Contributed by
alison
on
Sunday, 7th January 2007 @ 09:25:40 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I dreamt of you last night,
I awoke cold and sorrowful,
You said I was trash,
That I was meaningless to you,
I found out you were a lie,
And your words spewed deceit,
You never treated me well,
And only cared about your fill,
Yet I cared for you still,
I could give you what no other could,
It was you I cared for,
Not what you could do for me,
Nor how you treated me,
It was the person I believed in that I loved,
Some say I am a fool,
That I am just a silly little girl,
However I know what love is,
Though I never been loved,
I have loved,
Selflessly, freely, compassionately,
Rejected and misunderstood it may be,
But true and eternal it is,
Those I love stay in my heart regardless,
Regardless of their actions,
Or pain they cause me,
As years role by,
The love I give is everlasting and pure,
Yes I dreamt of you last night,
And perhaps I shall for many nights to come,
I gave to you because I cared,
I have been used before,
But before I had not loved them,
I am not alone,
I have people in my hear that dont want me,
The pain and scares I carry make me stronger,
You hurt me more than anyone,
Yet I cannot hate what I love,
Some say that Im crazy and dumb,
But its not love thats wrong but the people I love,
When I awake and remember the truth of how you lied,
My heart breaks all over again,
But a place in my heart you still have,
And this is the hell of my life,
As every morning it all comes back to me,
The love I have for you and the lies you told.
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alison
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2007-01-07 21:25:40]
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