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Succumbing to my Misery
Contributed by
bobotheclown
on
Tuesday, 25th February 2003 @ 07:20:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I can't describe this pain I hide inside
It drowns me, suffocates me
I blink the tears back
Keep my emotions in check,
But inwardly I die
Its like my organs are fried
From that one little glance
Seeing that one action
Saw my hope that took so long to build
Come crashing down before my eyes
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
That all we'll ever have
Is our meaningless talks
The little smiles the pointless hugs
I could cry, but what's the point?
Will it change anything?
No, everything will be the same
The same sh***y mess as before
These tears cannot save me
I still have some small ray of hope
That maybe next time I'll hit a vein
Instead of just leaving myself
Scared, scarred, broken, and bloody
What a morbid, but happy thought
All because of that one action
My patchwork heart was yet again
Rent apart, stomped in the dirt
I feel like some skin is being peeled off
Layer by layer leaving my nerves shot
My attention stagnant
Ripped off slowly to draw out the agony
Waiting for the last layer so i can die,
But the last layer never comes
I just lie pain coursing through my body
Through my mutterings and murmurings
My prayers, my wishes, my failures,
My want for death, my rejection,
My unshed tears, my want for love
I find this pain with its roots
Spreading throughout my body
Slowly choking off my air
My fingers claw at the air
Misery raises her fist
Victory is hers and she drags me under
The rejection rapes my will,
My will to smile, to live, to breathe
Maybe next week I'll be gone
I'll no longer have to fight
In this pointless battle
Its to ***** hard
Or maybe I'm to weak
DON'T mourn me
Smile because I'm FINALLY happy
Copyright ©
bobotheclown
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2003-02-25 19:20:00]
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Re: Succumbing to my Misery
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by DreamWeaver on
Tuesday, 25th February 2003 @ 08:06:55 PM AEST
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| This poem tears at my heart as I feel this exact same way ... just from one little action can so much pain be dealt. I hope you will never end the way this poem ends - you have too much writing to do ... Great write ... Jan |
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Re: Succumbing to my Misery
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by sunflower on
Tuesday, 25th February 2003 @ 09:59:43 PM AEST
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| ouch, this hurts, but its real good |
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Re: Succumbing to my Misery
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by AngryPrincess on
Sunday, 16th March 2003 @ 10:27:04 PM AEST
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((Joel)) im so sorry you feel this way... great write, sad content...
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