My receptive heart isn't catching youe wave of love.
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xDiSaStErPiEcEx
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Thursday, 12th April 2007 @ 08:19:38 AM in AEST
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Everytime I fall you pick me up,because you care, always with such ease. Contradiction of you should, you need to - or do you want to? You are so amazing, so intricate, so different - unlike the normality of, and opposing everyone else,I don't understand you, I can't see through you. Like everything that hurts me, hurts you, one half plus the other. When one's happy, both are, or neither, it comes with the deal. At time when one half is alone, both missing eachother more than imaginable. But this love, not demanding, is more like a seal. Wishing things didn't happen so suddenly, and that you and I were okay. That would be the best thing - You, happy. And then things would be good. Not blaming you, neither of us are okay, I think. How I wish we were. I just wish I could love you, or show you that I love you, like I should. I feel like I'm slacking, can I procrastinate love? I don't want to, I love you. Sorry if this is upsetting, wrong intentions, Things are not bad because we're not okay. Maybe things would be better if it was just You and Me, and friends? stupid parents. I just wish there was something - anything - that maybe i could do or say. I love you, you're perfect, amazing, so much more than worthless. You deserve the best, whether you realize it or not. You do. There's so many things I see in you, I wish you understood, I need you. As long as you're okay, I'll try not to worry, But boy - I wish you knew. My receptive heart doesn't seem to be catching your wave of love, But maybe your wave, so tall, and full of love, just isn't crashing for me. Right over my head, passing by - I see it, I can feel it, and how badly I want it. But all I'm doing is watching - not enough - I'm drowning in your sea. The wave, passes by, so that it doesn't hurt me, and I catch on to your motive. I'm not drowning, simply floating, because I'm never alone in the sea. Your wave of love is forever surrounding, it's in the water, in the air. This is when i realize, i don't need to worry, no longer struggling, You love me.
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