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What Did I Do To Deserve This?
Contributed by
xXdeadXpoetXx
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Saturday, 2nd June 2007 @ 11:18:12 PM in AEST
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What did I do to deserve this
I mean what have I done
To live my life alone here
I mean having no one.
What did I do to deserve this
To have my lips all alone
And to have no hand to lock mine
It's a fault all my own
I guess
That I've been driving
My car to the bridge
And I cannot dare to push it
But I'm over the edge
But what did I do to deserve this
I mean, am I that bad
That the only guy in my life
Is my pchsyco weird dad
What did I do to deserve this
To have no one hold my hand
What am I so missing
That I can't get a man
I mean maybe I'm not girly
And, baby I can be loud
I've got a personality
Of which to be proud
So maybe I'm not slutty
Is it that much
To base your whole relationship
Just apon touch
But what did I do to deserve this
Having crushes on guys
Who smoke and don't give up
I mean, not much of a prize
But I cannot even get that
God, stop torturing me
Is there something I am missing
That I can't seem to see
Baby, stop backing me up
I know I'm really not great
Don't you think that if I was
I would have just one date
"Guys aren't everything"
Stop feeding me bull
I mean I can breathe without one
I just can't make it through school
To have to see my best friends
With theirs, holding close
And all I gets a hug, kiss on cheek
At the most
I just don't get how I have done this
How am I so alone
I mean is it that important
I'm raising my tone
I'm funny and I'm serious
I think that's real good
Just try not to catch me
When I'm in a bad mood
But the reason I get in 'em
My self confidence drops
But thats all because nobody's mine
It's not tops
I promise
Something will happen
But my chance is so gone
School's out in about 4 days
Then my chances will run
Lemme get your number
Maybe then we can chill
If depression's a sin, then baby
See you in hell
I want someone to hold to
I'm flirty enough
I mean, can I be that ugly
I doubt it, it's tough
So one last time I'm asking
What I should do
But to deserve this torture, baby
What did I do?
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Re: What Did I Do To Deserve This?
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by Honey56 on
Sunday, 3rd June 2007 @ 12:54:53 AM AEST
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I really cant think of anyone who would deserve all that pain..Very deep and I hope you can pull out off this deep depression soon..
Very nice write...
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Re: What Did I Do To Deserve This?
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by Chamaron on
Sunday, 3rd June 2007 @ 06:16:56 PM AEST
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Maybe a break from guys for a bit is a good thing. It sounds like you don't think you're good enough. If you find things you like in yourself and build self confidence, you won't need that guy to fulfill you. A self confident girl is much more attractive than a desperate one. So, step one: love yourself, it's the only self you've got.
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