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I Can't Let Go!
Contributed by
jada
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Saturday, 9th June 2007 @ 03:07:33 PM in AEST
Topic:
obsession
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Im mad cause I said Im done Im though, I lied.
Theres still a want deep in heart, why do I hold on to this feeling in my soul.
I said wouldnt but I couldnt listen to my self,
why cant I not even trust myself.
I just cant get the thoughts out of my head. Are there feelings deep inside that just arent true enough to be said
or is this just the fantasies taking control inside my head?
I always wonder if Im confused, Im not or is it that I dont like to lose.
So? I dont get everything that I want.but I least I cant say I havent tried.
Or the unjust reason for us being apart I havent fought against.
Do I only feel a bond that I secretly want.
or is it caused Im pushed so far towards the back that I want to be up front.
Are the arguments out of love and frustration
or am I blowing this situation way out of proportion?
Im out of my mind!!! Lost in the dark, searching for the life that I once had.
killing myself over something that I really never actually had!
or should I be glad
what thoughts I have that makes all these emotions clash.
I feel caged .due to the want in my heart
tortured by the thought that I cant let gohorrified by the thought.I cant let go! As I slowly breathe the air gets coldIm reminded againI cant let go.heat rises the anger starts to flow..the truth remainsI cant let go?????
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Re: I Can't Let Go!
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by Grownbabygirl on
Friday, 13th July 2007 @ 07:49:09 AM AEST
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This was very touching. I feel I am in the same boat as this poem. Thanks for sharing.
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