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Alone
Contributed by
desolantdreamer
on
Friday, 7th March 2008 @ 06:37:16 PM in AEST
Topic:
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Here I am
Drowning my misery in disgusting alcohol and tears
Fighting away the unwanted feelings
It appears that it always comes to this
Pain shouldn't hurt as much, or feel so bad
When it's all you've ever felt
So why is it now, when I've been so much worse
Do I find myself in so much pain?
I face my future with a ruefull smile
Accepting my fate to be alone forever
But is it really called acceptance when you cry so much
And hurt so bad that you want to die then and there?
I often find myself thinking how I'd rather have not existed
Than to feel this crushing pain I feel
I know I'm not popular amongst my peers
But I never thought I was so low on the social ladder
Not a single man thinks of me like I need
I wasn't asked by even one guy to go to prom
Tears flooded my vision when even my closest guy friend
The one I hoped would realize how much I wanted to be asked
Had decided if he couldn't go with her, then he wouldn't go at all
Apparently I'm not ment to find my love
Or even have a man look at me romantically
No man wants me, I'm too unattractive
How shallow the world is today
Will no man ever love me?
Am I ment to feel so lonely for the rest of my life?
Questions buzz about my head like the alcohol I downed in trist
I have friends, so dear to me
But they don't fill that hole in my heart
The one that I've done everything to fill on my own
It's a black hole, crushing my heart inside it
Alone
I'm so terribly alone
Is there someone that can fill that void in my soul
And stop the suffocating pain that threatens to drive me to insanity?
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2008-03-07 18:37:16]
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Re: Alone
(User Rating: 1 )
by BRIDGI on
Saturday, 8th March 2008 @ 02:04:04 AM AEST
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I can see your hurt and pian....
The world is so shallow today...
All people care about it looks and how cool they are...
nobody looks at what counts....
personality...
how you click with them....
looks and all that...
it doesnt matter...
Im sorry that you think like that...
Youll find love...
I promise..
It just takes time...
you dont find love...
love finds you...
BRidgette |
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Re: Alone
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by Bleedthelove on
Saturday, 8th March 2008 @ 07:35:14 AM AEST
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| This poem makes my heart hurt. People are *****. Your awesome in my book and I would definately ask you to the prom. F*ck everybody else. |
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