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If Only...
Contributed by
Muinanyere
on
Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 02:40:17 AM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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How can one describe years of pain
Always tossing in my sleep
Ceaseless violent rain
Wishing to no longer weep
If only one would treat me right
If only one would love me
Perhaps Id get some sleep at night
Perhaps I might be happy
How can I hope for happiness?
After so much sorrow
How can I wish for no more loneliness?
Whens theres no tomorrow?
All my days meld as one
One endless path I travel alone
The pain just keeps coming; its never done
My hearts so heavy as if its made of stone
In my frustration all I can do is cry
But that no longer comforts me
I get so angry because I dont know why
Im ignored, why can no one see
That I dont want to be pushed away
That I wish I was beautiful
That I wish someone would stay
That I wish I could make someones life wonderful
No matter how much I wish, no matter how much I cry
No man wants to be a part of my life
Sometimes I feel like Im going to die
I will never be anyones wife
It hurts so much
To have no one to touch
It hurts so much
It hurts so much
Im afraid Ill die alone, never loved
Im afraid Ill die a virgin, never wanted
Im afraid to be with anyone; Ive only ever been lied to
My wish will not come true
What can I do?
Nothing, I can do nothing
But sit here and wait
For nothing, but wishing for something
I don't want to accept that fate
But pain and loneliness is all I know
I do not know joy I do not know love
Whatll my life have to show?
Nothing but me screaming at the sky above
Women only tear me apart
To point out their happiness
Men only rip out my heart
And remind me of my ugliness
Ive never had a true friend
Ive never had a man
When will this come to an end?
Of this life Im not a fan
If only it would all stop
If only.
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Muinanyere
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2008-05-28 02:40:17]
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Re: If Only...
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by PhantomVampyress on
Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 09:32:45 AM AEST
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this is very sad and very touching.. Its very relatable to everyoone at times.. this is very expressive and that feeling is one of the worst to have you have captured it into words extremely well and the ending is great
rock on,
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Re: If Only...
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by deadwriter on
Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 11:38:06 AM AEST
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Muinanyere,
This is truly sad and brings tears to ones eyes. The only advice I can give is to not give up. One day you will go through a door or walk down a street and that special person will see you there. To Hell with thos who try to belittle you or make you feel unattractive. What do they know? Probably 500lbs of make up to get them noticed. Chin up, SMILE, and go forth with dignity. Just DO NOT give up.
Deadwriter
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Re: If Only...
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by Rhei76 on
Wednesday, 28th May 2008 @ 04:35:12 PM AEST
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Your poem and emotions are loudly felt. Your words are saddly something we all feel. Lovely, that you scream them.
All I can say is everyone feels this way from time to time, but As I understand your words, I still believe no one is meant to be alone, I'm no good enough to be left alone.
So believe and in time you will find your home. |
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