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Contributed by
jillian_phan
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Wednesday, 9th July 2008 @ 05:01:31 AM in AEST
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I'm not looking for love. I am not looking to love or be loved. But if love finds me, it will definitely need to show it's worth, because if it is real it will show me, and make me see it's appeal. Right now the main focus is me.
I am the type of person to go after what I want.. and I expect the same from the opposite sex.. obviously at this moment in time, being in a relationship (hence you) are not what I want that I need at this very specified time in my life unless it is worth it.. if it isn't and show's me otherwise, I will see it for what it is..
I have many many walls put up, and once I notice a bit of relations or common daily routine to someone, especially when it becomes slightly burdensome, unintentionally the what once seemed like brick walls turn steal with electric shock sensors. Sorry, that is the way it is. It's not because I am damaged or tainted, it is because I have experienced and I know what I want, at the same time, I don't want a relationship so I will push you and push you.. until I see that maybe it is worth it..
My experiences have caused me to understand many things.. including myself. Therefore, just because I have had experiences doesn't at all mean I am damaged. I have learned how to understand a few things which doesn't mean that I am damaged it just means I can see ********* and I don't put up with *********. And yes I will put to test what worth I am to you.
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Re: Main Focus
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by spooky on
Wednesday, 9th July 2008 @ 09:49:57 AM AEST
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stand your ground and don't let anyone tell you diffrent, i know the situation, i've been there also,,well written,,
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