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Self Inflicted Inquisition
Contributed by
muinanyere
on
Saturday, 9th August 2008 @ 04:29:42 PM in AEST
Topic:
anguished
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Swirling smoke
A relief for only a moment
My broken heart spoke
Love is long absent
Wishing to be in flowing darkness
Where I am no loner broken
My sorrow is ever ceaseless
I fear, for a sad existence I am destine
I cannot bear to let anyone in
Yet I desperately need a friend
I am afraid that my fears will win
And Ill only be alone in the end
I am torn in two eternally
There is not much left of the girl I once was
I could only find a little of her amidst the debris
Of this, love was the cause
I am hiding within myself; afraid to be me
So I live in my dreams
That is where I truly long to be
Among the stars and moonbeams
I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone whod listen and not leave
Real friends in this world are too few
I seem to only find those who deceive
I am torn to pieces
A shadow of what once was, long ago
Now forsaken to alone face all the ages
To unrequited love I am a widow
There is no point in going on
From this world I will fade
Ive been forsaken for so long
I wish all of this could be unmade
But I am afraid to die
What if Ive disappointed God? I wonder
I'm so morbidly scared; my mind's awry
Am I to be tortured even in the life after?
What punishment shall I receive?
For a life wasted
There will be no reprieve
In vain has he waited?
What if I cannot do what I was sent here for?
What if I never find out my purpose?
Will He close the door?
Because of my blindness
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muinanyere
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Re: Self Inflicted Inquisition
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by iodinelove on
Saturday, 9th August 2008 @ 04:41:01 PM AEST
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I wrote up a long comment, but I decided not to post it.
I will say that I've never come across a door that couldn't be opened (or broken into^_^)
always, abraham |
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Re: Self Inflicted Inquisition
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by Jenni_K on
Sunday, 10th August 2008 @ 02:48:37 PM AEST
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I can feel the anguish and torment in this write. You write this type of poetry so well... and I am imagining that you write from the heart,,,, altho I wish your weren't///
You need to stop torturing yourself like this... find somethng happy and try writing about it...
(just my 2 cents worth) Don't mean to offend..
Hugs
Jenni
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