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I'm always in the wrong!!!!
Contributed by
roxie
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Thursday, 9th October 2008 @ 02:16:43 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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If you dont want me let me go If I ask too much of you let me go If Im not good enough for you let me go If Im not what you need let me go If I stress you out let me go If you think I use you let me go If you want better then let me go Im so tired of trying and failing Everything I do you complain about it Im using you Im cheating on you Im taking advantage of you I dont do this I dont do that What do you want from me!!!! I thought I was doing just as much as you do for me for you But I guess I was wrong!?!!?! Because youre always mad at me or ignoring me I know youre always right and Im always wrong and thats how it will always be!!! What do you want me to do kiss your butt but why when you dont even kiss mine I love you with all my heart but I dont think Ill ever be good enough for you!!!! All I want is for you to be happy and it doesnt seem like its with me then you NEED to let me GO!!!!!! I dont feel you even need me in your life but I need you so bad!!! But you cant even see that Youre so blind I dont even think you see that I care so much about you or you dont even care to see it! Because youre so stuck on me hurting you but thats the last thing I would ever want to do to the love of my life!! Sometimes I hate myself more because youre so freaking mad at me and I set there trying to see what I did wrong! Im so hurt you cant see how much I want you in my life!!! But I feel I just ***** you off and make you hate me more but I cant change so just let me go!!! You dont have to worry about hurting me Ive been hurt and let down my whole ***** life by the ones I LOVE!!! I guess I deserve it right? I guess my mom was right no one will ever love me or even care for me!! Im just a big waste of your time!! JUST LET ME GOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im not even worth your time Sometimes I feel Im just in your way and Im just bringing you down YOUD BE BETTER OFF WITH OUT ME!!! JUST LET ME GOOOO!!!!!! Yeah its killing me inside to write this cause its so hurt to hear the TRUTH!!!! My dad always said that the truth hurts but I didnt think it hurt this much!!!!! I was fooling myself now Im sitting here wondering why your with me WHAT the ***** do I have that no other girl has!?! You could have someone skinny, SMART SOMEONE that would help you and help better you SOMEONE that has a good body and face (FOR REAL) SOMEONE that will do all you need like clean all the time SOMEONE you really think is sexy!!! I dont know what you want but I will NEVER STOP loving YOU!!!!!
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Re: I'm always in the wrong!!!!
(User Rating: 1 ) by karoody on
Thursday, 9th October 2008 @ 02:27:35 AM AEST (User
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wow, there was so much emotion in this, i almost felt like i wasn't supposed to be hearing this...it is obvious that you are truely hurting and i hate that, i really do...blessings to you....welcome to the site as well...hope to see better days for you
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Re: I'm always in the wrong!!!!
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Thursday, 9th October 2008 @ 03:54:23 AM AEST (User
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Psycology would tell you that he does all that to feel good about himself.
From experience I would say they are right.
It took me 8 years too get it right.
Now i will run from the type. Nothing we can do to change them, some never get over it, only god knows for sure.
The reason it took me 8 years is to find my self again. It worked for me and I've learned much about the experience and now I can move on. I have moved on. I realized after that so called marraige that I had jumped out of the frying pan into the fire, I said to my self,
"Not the right thing to do". I'd lived thru too much to go out again.
Any ways just go and be strong cause there is a light at the end of the tunnel and it was worth the wait. the reason I say this is cause I've been there done that.
take care of yourself as you are the good person but they would probable never ever admit it to you.
I wish you luv in all you do. Luv yourself cause God don't make no junk.
Huggs, prayer, wisdom, strength, courage, peace,
emy
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Re: I'm always in the wrong!!!!
(User Rating: 1 ) by twick on
Thursday, 9th October 2008 @ 05:10:03 AM AEST (User
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One of my best friends is going through almost exactly the same thing but can't seem to say it to her boyfriend.
I'm going to read her this in hopes it inspires her own voice!
Thanks! this was the perfect poem at the perfect time. |
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Re: I'm always in the wrong!!!!
(User Rating: 1 ) by Puppy_dog_eyes on
Thursday, 9th October 2008 @ 12:26:12 PM AEST (User
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You really have wrung out every last drop of emotion in this one.
It never lets up it's intensity from start to finish.
Nice write
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Re: I'm always in the wrong!!!!
(User Rating: 1 ) by Jenni_K on
Monday, 13th October 2008 @ 07:26:01 PM AEST (User
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"I guess my mom was right no one will ever love me or even care for me!!"
I find this very heart-breaking..that a Mother could say this to her child..or any child for that matter.
This write is so full of emotions... Hope things get better for you...
Hugs
Jenni
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