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Suicide Meets Love (Your pills, my suicide, their pain)
Contributed by
thelostpuppet
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Wednesday, 26th November 2008 @ 12:01:43 PM in AEST
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hbadday
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These pills
They're for you
They hold the hope of relief
Let them shower you with agonizing pain
You'll feel like you're dying, I promise
Its true
My depression has rolled in again
Heavier than my will to live
All alone on a night like this
There's a certain rush to the knowledge of
Putting your life at risk
I hope these pills take me in their grip
And drop me at the verge of death
Maybe one day I'll wake up and see I have a purpose
This is what I wanted
Or have I just lost control?
I can't fight this urge
Im addicted
Its clear
I've lost myself to the depression
Runaway, runaway
My life just flashed before my eyes, did you see it?
Now I see, its so obvious to me
I was lost a long time ago
And time has just caught up with me
This all was bound to happen
When its been playing over and over in my dreams
A dream is a wish the heart makes when you're asleep
That's what they say
My insides are bruised and every moment hurts
The depression swept in so fast
No one saw it coming
Now its my life
Death wishes and suicide plots
Drugs are my bliss
Friends are my sanctuary
I took these pills
To mess myself up more
How many do you think it would take to kill?
Now this is where suicide meets love
There's one thing that stops me in my tracks
One dilemma:
Leaving behind the ones I love
The ones that love me
I can't bare to hurt them, not like that
Death wishes
My knight in shinning armor here to take me away
Away into dark bliss
But I can't
I must stop myself before I cross the line
Death.. Relief...
Mesmerizing as it is, I can't
For them, I can't.
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thelostpuppet
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2008-11-26 12:01:43]
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Re: Suicide Meets Love (Your pills, my suicide, their pain)
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by shelby on
Wednesday, 26th November 2008 @ 02:34:32 PM AEST
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Oh my heck throw those pills down the potty lol.
Really I am not making fun of you I am so sorry that depression has caused so much agony in your life and soul.
I hope that suicide is not a real thought to you though.
Please do not do that ok??
The poem is powerful and full of feeling, written well.
You take care there is light in the midst of this storm as well.
Happy Thanks Giving to you and may you be filled with happiness and love.
Hugs
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Re: Suicide Meets Love (Your pills, my suicide, their pain)
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by Crow on
Thursday, 27th November 2008 @ 11:10:42 AM AEST
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I`m with my friend on this, pitch them pills, there is a light, be willing to let it in..and arms to hold you...let them. on a brighter side, you have a good Thanksgiving..they are going to un-stake Me for a while to let Me eat..lol!
I promised I`d lay quiet by my dish" woo-hoo!
I`m going to sneek over and read some more of your writes...that should keep your heart pounding...or stop-it! LOL!
just having fun with you...Crow |
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