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You Stupid Fool, I Call Myself
Contributed by
Chamaron
on
Wednesday, 11th March 2009 @ 09:47:14 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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Reverted to that safety blank I cant think and I dont see. After all these years, I dont know How to begin to say Im sorry.
You taught me never to dare it Sorry is a word we never speak. Always insisting upon strength, When really were nothing but weak.
These sick games we used to play I hated them so much, all for show But whats sicker is now Im stuck Because that sickness is all I know.
Playing around with good intention Its nothing better than your old trick. Telling everyone I know better now, When in the mind Im still sick.
You little demon, inside my head I cannot tell when you take control. Thought Id gotten rid of you, But youre still part of the whole.
Cannot blame it, though, not now Responsible for my twisted ways. Grown up finally as I claim, When eternal child I am always.
Preserved in plaster, written in concrete Carrying along mistakes I never made. Stupid enough to hold accountable Others when judged not to have paid.
Who am I to claim to know? Why do I dare pass along a view? When all my pure thinking water Has been fatally poisoned by you.
True now, burden is mine Chose not to pass it on along. But, you stupid fool, I call myself, You fail to see youre still wrong.
Impurity set from the beginning, Recognized and promptly denied. Always seeking to reset inside The beautiful perfection of which I lied.
Into the depths of another soul unseen Always search and invent traces of him Any excuse that I can claim to use So I dont bother to venture within.
Scared still, child in a corner? Never had reason to react as such. Never felt the inner failure as I do now When I wish I wasnt like him so much.
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Chamaron
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2009-03-11 21:47:14] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: You Stupid Fool, I Call Myself
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Thursday, 12th March 2009 @ 12:42:03 AM AEST (User
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Very creative thinking and writing.
Incredibly written.
huggs,
emy |
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Re: You Stupid Fool, I Call Myself
(User Rating: 1 ) by Ess3nc3 on
Thursday, 12th March 2009 @ 11:35:39 AM AEST (User
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I found myself reading this piece over and over. Excellent work. I like your style and look forward to seeing more of your work. Take care and I wish you good fortune. |
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