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Possibilities...
Contributed by
LashesXX
on
Monday, 4th May 2009 @ 02:32:41 AM in AEST
Topic:
oops
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My head is in a mess right now and I dont know what to do to change my way of thinking, to be the same as you to understand you say , , you`ll find the way for me just look within myself and I will surely see
To read the books you offer and do as I am told to change the person that I am .. the one you want to hold and if I was that person , this paragon of right you`d love me then and want me, each and every night
I`d never be so angry , emotional or wrong I`d never beg or offer or listen to country songs I`d survive and never miss you , nor go out on a limb and of course above all else ..I`d have to be quite slim
If I could only listen, if only I could see ,if only I was someone else , well anyone but me If only I could be that one ,you`d love me unconditionally and if I didnt question, and if I never planned and if I never faulted. .then I`d surely understand
So I took the time to look at just where I am going wrong I hibernate and contemplate and listened to your song I take my past to pieces ,study and dissect but could never once find this ..Goddess of perfect
After then much thinking and heavy contemplate , I realised that its all over and I have sealed my fate I know I am wrong in many different ways ,as perfect I am not I know that I wanted lots of stuff and expected quite a a lot I know we need be happy ..and maybe thats the key I`m just sorry you are not happy with person that is me
But I am not sure I can change that or if indeed I should and if I thought it would matter, I know.. I surely would but the change would be perpetual and never just quite right so I surrender .flag up , backing down ..losing of this fight You deserve someone who is perfect, perfect just for you and I deserve someone........... who is perfect too
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2009-05-04 02:32:41] (Date/Time posted on
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