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Waiting for 'love'
Contributed by
angel-1
on
Friday, 22nd May 2009 @ 08:35:52 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Standing alone in a room
filled with 'friends' and family
trying to fit in
trying to look ok
Constantly having to remember
to smile
forcing out a shallow
fake laugh
the outside looks fine
nothing has changed
but inside i'm broken
slowly drowning
not able to show
the hurt
not able to show
the anguish
holding my ribs
so tight
as if if i let go
i would fall apart
you were my world
a reason to be
why i woke up
and got dressed
for my world around me
was falling apart
i was drowning
and only you knew
i wasn't looking for
a lover
when my world fell apart
i needed a friend
Someone to turn to
when times are tough
someone to catch me
when i feel like i'm falling
i confided in you, my pain
i asked for your strength
i needed your help
you abandoned me
you left me broken
bruised and torn
betrayed by someone
I love
yet even though
you have done all this
I still love you with all the pieces
of my shattered heart
like a dog
kicked by its master
that still returns
eager for more
pushing you in arguments
trying to hear those words
the words i know to be true
but you refuse to say
for why would you
hurt me
why would you
betray me
why would you
leave me
if these words
were true
i try to understand
i NEED to understand
i need these words
to move on
unless you say
these words i need
i'll never be able
to let you go
say you don't love me
i want these words
yet you keep saying
"I still love and care for you"
how can you hurt
someone you 'love' so much
how can you destroy
someone you 'care for'
we're perfect together
you've said so yourself
i'd risk everything
to be with you
sacrificing everything
while you did nothing
never giving an inch
it's like you didnt care
i want to be your knight
your fairy tale ending
to make you happy
for as long as i live
no one will ever understand you
like i do
No one will ever love you
like i do
If you just let me
i could make you happy
happier than you've
ever been before
but you thought
i needed more
you were afraid that
i was getting 'attached'
you're so scared
of hurting me
so you push me away
even though that hurts most
The smell of you
once so sweet
now is so bad
i can barely stand it
the sound of your voice
once so angelic
every time i hear it
i cant help but cry
I hate that you make me laugh
i hate that you make me smile
but most of all i hate
that i could never truly hate you
I hate that dispite the pain
deep in my heart
i hate that dispite all the
tears i've cried
i love you.
i hate myself
for loving you.
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angel-1
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2009-05-22 08:35:52]
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Re: Waiting for 'love'
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by girish on
Sunday, 24th May 2009 @ 07:46:37 AM AEST
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| love is an expression from mind. It interacts with another mind. ** self promotion reference removed from comment ** Moderator_18 best of luck. |
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Re: Waiting for 'love'
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by sidneyconrad23 on
Sunday, 21st November 2010 @ 06:29:47 AM AEST
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| Wow this was along write but really did like it you do have a gift from God always use that gift great job. |
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