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starving
Contributed by
weezel666
on
Wednesday, 18th November 2009 @ 02:41:05 AM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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performing mundane tasks in order to mask the ferocious need to get high
i wanna cough so bad i can taste it
the world is cold, grey, and shapless
but im sure a mean dose would bring much needed definition back to my painfully blurry reality
wasen't the reason for just a drastic relocation to be free of such teathers
im afraid i can't shake this monster this time
right this second , i just don't care
this is who i am
im certain of this
how do i deal without reinfecting him as well
perhaps this obsession is what has caused my recent episodes of depression,halucination, and nausea
i feel dope sick
how i woulg graciously invite the elixer of my desires into my hungrily awaiting vein
but no
here i sit
crying, fighting wave after wave of nausia
alone and lonley
i'll never make it through this with any kind of graciouness or poise
i wish i could stop staring at my veins
i wish i wasen't nausious
i wish i wouldn't cry
i wish i was high
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Re: starving
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by northernlights on
Wednesday, 18th November 2009 @ 05:19:30 AM AEST
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| you have a great way of expressing yourself ie,'how i would graciously invite the elixir of my desires into my hungrily awaiting vein.'I hope that you win your battle with your addiction so that this creativity does not go to waste. |
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