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All For You
Contributed by
ChaosFactor
on
Tuesday, 29th December 2009 @ 09:04:10 AM in AEST
Topic:
oops
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You tell me to talk but I cant speak Knowing that youre there with me. I cant think with you by my side; How can you not see whats behind my smile? I hate lying; Id show you if you cared to know Just how far I was willing to go. Carved in my skin, not feeling a thing, Still think theres something to that feeling. Im waiting for you to see the common design So cleverly hidden behind my rhymes: If all that I think about is you, Shouldnt it make sense thats for you too? This is what you can never know, And that is why I will never show. Your love is a lie, Your compassion shall hide. Always thought you were invincible, Now I know youre something more. Youre strong, why cant you see That the reason youre here could be to save me? But no, I cant be so selfish; What would you want with shallow me? Now this panic grows and I cant breathe. Thats right, thats why youve never saved me. All I do is hurt myself; I dont know how to do anything else. I wish I could explain to you how important you are, But that would be pushing it a little too far. What I want more than anything is just to hear That you know what I do and that you care. Now I cant focus, why cant I see That the only thing I need is to be free? But I do see it, I know it every day. I just keep looking for reasons to stay. I wish you knew how hard this was Not to start fighting, to stop messing up. Thoughts just keep rushing, spinning out of control; Going and going with nothing to show. Do I leave or do I stay? Please God just keep me here for one more day. I cant leave yet, why cant you see That I need them and I think they might need me? But still this voice in my head, The one Ive ignored, and heard only with dread, Whispers to me, as loud as a scream You know youll only be free when you leave. You cant love, youre broken, not worth it. You know what happens when you care too much. Youll lose control, they cant ever know That youll leave because you love them, Yet you love them because they know.
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ChaosFactor
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2009-12-29 09:04:10] (Date/Time posted on
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