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Goodnight
Contributed by
alice-x
on
Sunday, 7th March 2010 @ 11:10:05 AM in AEST
Topic:
Grief
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My life has changed
Its such a horrible feeling
Because it feels like youve never been here
Guilt just fills me up
As each memory of you fades
Until the last ones are holding on tight
Fighting for me to remember
But my time with you was so short
11 years?
You were supposed to be here forever
But to me, its like you was never meant to be here for me
To make me happy
Because I dont deserve happiness
I feel like all these bad things keep happening
Because its my fault
Is it?
I cant imagine you with me here
I try to
But every time I do it seems
Odd
Like I was never meant to have someone to talk to
Someone to cry on about boys and teenage stuff
I grew up alone
Without you shouting at me for the mistakes I made
When I did something wrong
I wanted you here to tell me off, tell me what to do
Say anything to me, but no, I just carried on without you
Maybe if you did, I would be different
I wish I had the feeling of our times together still with me
But theyve gone, broken, crushed and berried
All I can hope for is you can see me now
See how much Ive grown up because of you
How Ive have to grow up unlike anyone else
Why cant I have what everyone else has?
Im jealous of them
Because they have one, but wheres mine?
Im grateful for the times we had together
But I hate whoever took you away from me
And I feel angry at you for leaving me
I miss you so much its unreal
I think about you every single day
Nothing will ever change that
Just like nothing will ever bring you back
I love you
Youre in my heart forever
Goodnight mummy.
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alice-x
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2010-03-07 11:10:05]
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Re: Goodnight
(User Rating: 1 )
by Fuzzy on
Sunday, 21st March 2010 @ 08:58:19 AM AEST
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Very emotional write
left a Tear in my eye.
well written
Take care
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